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No.

I won't go.

You can't make me.

I'll stay here with Grandpa Charlie, and Jacob and Seth, cause they love me and you don't.

IT'S NOT FAIR.

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But Jake won't be gone for that long, Nessie.

HE SHOULDN'T BE GONE AT ALL, DADDY.

Why are you taking him away from me?

Because Jacob has some very important things to do in Forks before he can come with us.

Then we can wait. [sniffle]

I'm sorry, Princess, but we can't. Don't you want Mama and the rest of the family to be safe?

Jacob is family.

He is, yes, which is why he understands that he needs to stay behind.

Well I'm your family too so then let me stay with him too then.

He'll take good care of me, Daddy!

I know he would, Princess, but Jacob has some very important things to do, and he can't be distracted from them. Don't you want to be with Daddy?

NO. You're mean and you don't love me and and and--

But I do love you, sweetheart. You make Daddy sad when you say things like that.

Hey there baby girl, we're going to have a bunch of fun in Alaska and Jacob will be back with us before you know it. But please be good for now, okay?

No. I want to stay here.

I know you do, Ness, but we have to go away for a little while. I would miss you way too much if I had to go to Alaska without you.

AND I'M GOING TO MISS JACOB.

I don't know what to say to make this easier for you, sweetheart. It's only going to be a little while and then we'll all be together again. And you and I are going to have so much fun while we wait for him, the time is going to fly by.

Want to come to space with me instead?

NO. Jacob will explode if he goes in space.

Then I guess you have a nice alternative.

I know exactly how you feel, baby.

You're the only one who loves me anymore, huh Aunt Alice? [sniffle]

You know that's not true, honey. ♥ We all love you.

It is too true! If you loved me you wouldn't make him go away.

I know you're sad, honey. I'm really sorry you're sad. ♥

Tell Daddy that Jacob has to come.

You know I can't say for certain when it comes to you and Jacob, but I have a feeling he won't be able to stay away for long. Can you imagine your daddy staying away from your mommy for long? Or Jasper staying away from me?

I'll be back as soon as I can, munchkin. Send me letters and rocks and leaves and whatever you want and I promise I'll phone you whenever I can.

DON'T GO AWAY, I DON'T WANT YOU TO LEAVE.

I don't want to go away either, but I have to make sure you and your mom and dad will be safe before I go.

But you're more important.

You're more important than any of us. You'll be so busy in the first few weeks in Denali that you wont even know I'm gone. I love you Nessie, and I don't want to do this, but I need to. Please behave? For me?

Get your daddy to buy you a puppy and milk it for all it's worth, okay? That way when I get back, we can all play.

I know, baby. Believe me. I don't want to do this either and I certainly don't want to leave without our Jacob. If momma could, you know she'd move heaven and earth to keep everything the way it is.

I'm so, so, so sorry, baby. Momma is so sorry.

But darling, your Aunt Tanya is DYING to see you... I've heard you've grown an enormous amount and that you are just the smartest thing that has ever walked the face of this earth! We can build snowmen and make snowangels and I bet I could find you some really awesome hot chocolate :)

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